When will I get to know..
why I am feeling the way I feel now...

To run away to my Utopia and hide..
and make it hard for people to find...

I do not know whether I am happy or sad
Its the feeling that I am unable to understand

There is a conflict between hearts and brains
Things get started by hearts and appropriated by brains....

does that defeat the purpose achieving it..
or is it just its destiny...

I don't know...